07.23.08

the vesper

Posted in 1, Musings, life, me, my life, poems, poetry, ramblings, random, spirituality, women at 5:50 pm by merihayden

Lord ,

help him

for he needs you

this man of strength

and of weakness

he is by himself

alone

he would ask

but he’s asked

so many times

where were you ?

Lord

when he crumbled

when his arms opened

only to close

in shameful despair

07.20.08

3 am

Posted in Musings, life, poems, poetry, random at 4:08 am by merihayden

summer night

a woman

sits

in semi-darkness

wishing for words

praying for sleep….

07.16.08

love poem

Posted in 1, Musings, life, love, me, my life, poems, poetry, ramblings, random, relationships, women at 5:39 pm by merihayden

to be alone with you

in the dark

would be

the greatest perfection

the world has ever known

come ,

with me

and lay down

caressing

whisper to me

words of profound pleasure

til exhaustion and sleep

move us apart

07.14.08

Posted in 1, Musings, life, poems, poetry, random at 9:04 pm by merihayden

next to love

the freedom of expression

is god’s most cherished work

07.10.08

the traveller

Posted in 1, Musings, life, poems, poetry, random, spirituality at 9:49 pm by merihayden

he packs his suitcase

standing and waiting

he looks round

then slowly gets down  on his knees

to pray

 

today he is leaving

pulling himself up

he brushes the tear

swimming like a mystic raindrop

in the dark hollow 

of his eye

 

there in the kitchen

ah , yes !

that warm and steamy room

of his childhood

the old woman , 

round and plump

wraps the homemade provisions

for her little one

and his father brings out the spirit

and young

and old

toast

to the past

and to the present

and of unspoken tragedies

to the future distant and wide

as an ocean

close and foggy

as the bedroom window

 

she clings to him

as the koala

embraces it’s Australian tree

and the old man 

turns away to look at the stove

he unwraps his mother’s tender arms

the same arms

that once fondled a baby

 

he takes his belongings

and not looking back

stumbles down the dry ,

cracked up road unfolding before him

  ‘ there hasn’t been rain for nearly four weeks ‘

says old Stepan , ‘ he’ll be back ‘

hell

Posted in 1, Musings, poems, poetry, random, spirituality at 4:00 pm by merihayden

life that once was

existed in me

motion and sound

laughter and cries

  can

no longer be felt

for the soul is dead

and

cannot be awakened

Posted in 1, Musings, life, poems, poetry, random, spirituality at 11:03 am by merihayden

next to love

the freedom of expression

is God’s most cherished work

07.08.08

the letter

Posted in Musings, poetry at 12:24 pm by merihayden

the envelope…

it contains

one piece of treasured wood

imprinted in sorrow

stamped on in devastation .

07.04.08

you

Posted in Musings, poetry at 11:11 pm by merihayden

silence , is very cozy

in the morning

fragility is very

comforting

in a man

for if I could pull myself

away

from the piquancy

your face

has aroused in me

I would certainly , move closer

and bask in the river of your vail

you are

so lovely

why do you pull away so ?

understanding

between two people

is truly a bond

and a man is just a man

without peace

he is like a lost ship

wandering in the sea

a child with a mother

but without a home

I can be your searchlight

I can be your home

do you want to ?

please say yes

for I am

as you are

a portrait in need of a frame

many 

have tried to caress

me

with their exteriors

but I have chosen you

a custom made delight

a heart with no debts

still a virgin

to that on simplicity……