09.13.08
postures
gathering
on
the
floor
we have come to the mats
sitting
waiting
stretching
breathing
talking
laughing
one man,
terrified..first time?..someone asks
she is late
I close my eyes
and
bring my knees to my chest
and
exhale..
I rushed to get here
and now she is late
feeling a twinge..frustration rising in my kundalini
breathless
breath
breathing..and ..at ..last..
..the familiar recessing of strain
it is lovely to lay here
only breathing…only peace
in almost darkness, a candle burns and glows
in the near distance
..gossip
..it never stops
I sit up now restless
I debate leaving..where is she?..some one tells the air
volumes of voices like birds at dusk
the door flies open
she arrives
quiet grace
no apologies..no explanations
like school kids
we bolt up straight in pretend lotus
the candle flickers and dies
class begins
09.12.08
the immigrant
lost…
in
a
candied swirl
of
city lights..
and confusion
immobilized in concrete…in commercialism
he traffics on
searching
pondering
an
image
of
intimacy
happiness..a home cooked meal
the perfect girl
realism
and
regrets
of things left unsaid..left undone
and fear..inflating…fear..blowing up in the pit of his belly
gnawing at him…fear..what has he done..
why did he come here..
searching
for work…money..sex..a new kind of religion..
people pass..
different and the same
mobiles light the night like stars
the beat
of his footsteps
thunder on to the choir
of
lonely drummers.