09.13.08

postures

Posted in 1, Musings, journal, life, love, people, personal, poem, poems, poet, poetry, prose, ramblings, random, relationships, romance, spirituality, thoughts, verse, women, writing at 11:59 am by merihayden

gathering

on

the

floor

we have come to the mats

sitting

waiting

stretching

breathing

talking

laughing

one man,

   terrified..first time?..someone asks

she is late

I close my eyes

and

bring my knees to my chest

and

exhale..

I rushed to get here

and now she is late

feeling a twinge..frustration rising in my kundalini

breathless

breath

breathing..and ..at ..last..

..the familiar recessing of strain

it is lovely to lay here

only breathing…only peace

in almost darkness, a candle burns and glows

in the near distance

..gossip

   ..it never stops

I sit up now     restless

I debate leaving..where is she?..some one tells the air

volumes of voices      like birds at dusk

the door flies open

she arrives

quiet grace

no apologies..no explanations

like school kids

  we bolt up straight    in pretend lotus

the candle flickers and dies

   class begins

09.12.08

the immigrant

Posted in 1, Musings, life, love, people, personal, poem, poems, poet, poetry, prose, random, spirituality, thoughts, women, writing at 4:47 pm by merihayden

lost…

  in

  a 

candied swirl

of

city lights..

and confusion

immobilized in concrete…in commercialism

he traffics on

searching

pondering

an

image

of

intimacy

happiness..a home cooked meal

the perfect girl

realism

and

regrets

of things left unsaid..left undone

and fear..inflating…fear..blowing up in the pit of his belly

gnawing at him…fear..what has he done..

why did he come here..

searching

for work…money..sex..a new kind of religion..

people pass..

different and the same

mobiles light the night like stars

the beat 

of his footsteps

thunder on to the choir

of

lonely drummers.